Stay behind to take care of things woman" The sad tears " is single

Stay behind to take care of things woman" The sad tears " is single

In fact after pregnancy, I a true one become stay behind to take care of things woman. Pregnant with the baby, produce, foster at home alone The father of stone has two months in one year false, I will leave in the army instead of reuniting for some time occasionally too. But absolutely it is it is few since it gather from more.
Love, miss expecting so when being newly-married We are enjoying this affection each other, this is lonely! But the child since having, the sentimental, weakness changed which my heart changes Not producing confinement, the father of stone receives the order, rejoin the unit ahead of time. Hold the son in infancy, tearful eyes. Looking at the husband not to give up to the son, my heart is really very painful. The child, you even have no taste familiar with father, my father will leave us soon. From that time, I bear the son's everything alone!
With the growing up day by day of the child, his beginning slowly envies other children have father who is accompanying and playing football, father is accompanying and playing on a swing, father is accompanied and taken a walk The son sees the figure that the father and son in pairs play with a kind of expression in one's eyes that wishes eagerly each time, my heart is still very painful. Then, looking forward to father's returning date with the son day by day, the son is a very steadfast and persevering little boy. This is appraisal that a teacher gave to him. I knew this and it had very great relations that he separated from father while as a child!
Remember in 16 months in small stone, the father of stone has a holiday. But small stone sensible courteous at all to keep outside the door to the strange father already. The father of stone uses up attention to accompany the son and laugh and play, when accepting father in the heart of the small stone slowly, the time of rejoining the unit arrives again. Not giving up of my father, the son's sense of loss will make me cardialgia endlessly!
My miss to husband, can put in the heart or put into the characters. But the little stone chats about all the time father's miss! Go to the park together with him, see from far away a father who wears navy uniform is accompanying wife and daughter to play, the son bolts all the way, is shouting loudly: My father! My tears flowed at that time, pitiful son. Embrace tightly the kind uncle, then their whole family are accompanying us to play and make a noise together, son and the the intersection of little girl and happy laugh let the intersection of we and smiling comfortable. Needn't have many speeches, all of us can understand the heart of father love of that aspiration of the child's!
The father of stone of this Spring Festival has stayed at home for two months, it is paradise-like day for little stone and me these two months. Son whom letting loudly loudly laugh at loudly make a noise every day. The thorough one has realized that thirsts for the father love for a long time. Set foot on long-distance bus as husband I hold the son to diverge from the station fast in a moment. The tear has drenched the cheeks. Son sensible to go, give whom me wipe with low hand tears then can be very much quiet hold me. Very sensible and very close! For a long time, crying and shouting, letting my father always by son after husband left. My aching again and again of heart, tear the heart and tear the lung. We are in arrears of the son too much at all!
The son enters the garden, I study the car, the son falls ill, I fall ill All things suddenly blow against one's face. Study the pressure of the car, the child's discomfort and crying and screaming. Let me feel, really is very tired, body and mind all tired those kind! Since the son falls ill, will often cry bitterly at midnight, repeat once in two hours. So I am almost unable to fall asleep at the time after midnight. Worry in child add to I have a rest fine, people obviously wan and sallow several! The husband will make and is greeted the telephone every day, or chat and have a heart-to-heart talk with me on the net. Let me feel very helpless and even very winding suddenly for the telephone of my strength that this gave me power in the past. Will sometimes cry at the night. How I need a true one husbands to embrace, even help me embrace the child when the child cry and scream I will comfort much more. But there aren't all these. Marrying for one to join the army, I finish doing mental preparation early. But not expected I am the fragility like this, in eight years, this kind is gathered little from now to a lot of day I pass for eight years. Original I thought oneself was very strong, original I thought oneself was very free and easy, but thought actually oneself was really very mediocre on a certain day, crying and shouting when I can not stand child's missing father, I face doctor's ice-cold face alone when not standing embracing the child and going to the hospital, I can not stand at the festival the child look forward to father's expression in one's eyes Just last night, the son wailed suddenly in more than two before dawn, one suit of sweats, tears of a face. Closing the eyes, shouting: I want mother, I want to go to Qingdao, I want to take the train, I want father Have conciliated and sunk and slept for a long time. Can only hold, move slightly, let whom me fear cry and scream and perform again then. Then, I sit up straight on the big kang, moan the children's song that the son is familiar with, hold him until six o'clock in the morning. The leg is rough that the waist tingles. Thought at that time, if the stone father was better at home, I will not be helpless and in a trance! Perhaps when my mental and physical efforts is wan and sallow, the father of stone is making fond dream, dream the wife and children as far back as the native place are safe and healthy and happy!
Been thinking all the time oneself has actually been a woman very apt to satisfy. But found later, in fact I was too many women of a requirement. I hope oneself can make pieces of fine the intersection of mother and fine the intersection of wife and fine the intersection of daughter-in-law and kind daughter, hope, can accomplish some one's own undertaking at the same time, make a stretch of one's own world, the one's own excellence that live out Then I change very tired and even very dry. Had not " wanted just " It is a person of the truth of four words which friends gives to me recently! Perhaps it is that there am overcritical and too much I, so it is so happy as to lose to lose gently Say a very discouraged words, really want to hold the son to be far away from this this world, go to a place with green hills and clear waters to pass by leisurely and carefreely, life carefree. The memory of sealing this world, begin a section of new mind experience!


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