Boyfriend getting sad to want say good-bye to me _ fall in love clinic

Boyfriend getting sad to want, say good-bye to me _ fall in love clinic

I and BF love for 5 and a half years, he loves me very much, look after me very much, very careful to me, it was I that injured his heart, just cause this situation of today.
Graduate and go home this year the parents of both sides meet and have a meal to confirm the relation, when my home return hospitality at his home
,We quarrel because of some minor matter will it be afternoon that day, he remember I in Shanghai angrier things that him drive away again, later on his mother comes back he tells his mother the thing that we quarrelled in the past, I phone him, his mother takes over and says: "Let me change individual everywhere, how many chances are all given to you, he does not accord with your taste "I explain upstairs, his mother had saying all the time how I have not been kind to his son, said again later marriage of my home was not the vase, you are beautiful enough, one of 170, (really easy to injure my self-respect) I go the intersection of boyfriend and room ask how think he, he say listen to my mother, I have no language.
I have cried after going home, tell mother the thing, mother is very angry, want me to return the necklace (give to me before a mother-in-law, I regret, return it very much, cause deterioration) further of thing His understanding situation of home that we three people of one family have gone in the evening, his mother has been talking about my fault all the time, I return the necklace to her when leave, I say I do not wear.
The boyfriend went to Harbin the next day, I bought fruits and saw him off, did not run into him in result, his mother says he goes by passenger train.
I think and make thing and his mother of the money clear after coming back, his mother thinks I have spent his son's money (I have no flower at all, it is not ultra at ordinary times he wants a garment) ,Phoned to finish explaining later, his mother asked me not to pester his son, what I forced too has not been employed and spoken so as to let him responsible for me, his mother is angrier after hearing, say that there is leeway to relax to say so, say what responsibility you let him shoulder, you injure him like this, no one forces you (I regret, have said that can only let his mother look down upon me after finishing saying)
Wanted to apologize with his mother one evening, knocked at the door and did not open for me, I phone boyfriend make the intersection of I and telephone, I very sad why make allowances for down feeling of me he, kept outside of the door by his mother, he still treats me like this
My mother went to look for his mother the next day, my mother said that child wanted to apologize to you, his mother says why you do not open the door: "I slept after drinking too much, I'm afraid she takes medicines to go to my home to drink. " I have known after my mother came back, the boyfriend also talked about the thing that I much quarrelled with him to his mother in the past originally, some slight things are not missed, should tell his mother, say for example, I want, buy muffler for his mother, watch she this year, I that boyfriend get me money say I get you the money buy, I want, connect more at that time, this he tell him mother too, I spit the saliva at the face him have we just together, he collides the incantation to death by bus ' What I said by accident is finished saying to regret very much) Take rod, play he (the intersection of pile and little Xiong carried to strike actually, I to type the intersection of he and buttocks with Xiao that piece Xiong, then the small thin stick has been rolled over) That I went to his school to look for him that year, because just went to Shanghai and was not familiar with the way at that time, so has looked for for about one hour, certainly I did not like asking the way, can ask later that had found him, he says it has been looked for all the time that I have not asked the way to his mother I have no language
Sent information to ask how he thought, then did not look for him, he went back, I to him that day: "We are really improper, perhaps I am not fit for you, perhaps you should look for a one that forgive you even more, I can not do these, let's say good-bye. " I say crying back to he: "Thank you for bringing my happiness, it is I that do not know how to cherish, suffer from one's own action and regret very much "He will go back, I: "Should it looks on a lesson at as to be the youth, don't regret "
Unreconciled to assigning with him like this in the evening, send information and frighten him and say for him, my mother must phone you and let you responsible for me, you think what is to be done, then he shut down, closes it till now, has not started the machine for more than 20 days while you're at it machines.
I know see here have a lot of I, scolding of people, but the model someone calls me even before this, I do not need you to scold me and want to scold oneself now, through really knowing this time that loves him very much oneself, fall asleep every night now, fall asleep can regret wake up, it is known that he gives me a lot of chances too, it is myself that have not cherished, but really want to retrieve the love between us, it was OK that we made a noise and said good-bye in the past, it will be better in a few days, his mother meddles in this at all easy to handle now, and my boyfriend listens to his mother very much, his hand machine shut downs now, the private plane does not connect, QQ does not go back, I do not know how I should do. Greatly discerning and apprehending with, hope he give me one chance to let me display, show him change of me really really, but everything is late, I am a person of a muscle, I decide not to give up, I want to go to Harbin to look for him, retrieve him and please offer advice for me, really love him very much.


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