Overwhelmed with sorrow is single after with the South Korean man

Overwhelmed with sorrow is single after with the South Korean man

All of us live abroad, are studying abroad. He is a South Korean, belong to that kind very energetically, very conscientious man. We knew one year ago, just began to be that he was giving me a message with dense ambiguous breath. And I have a good impression on also him, naturally
Cater to. But only a friend. He invite me come out three o'clock at night, come out us be by nowhere once later, but sit on the seashore. That time, he takes on me while entering the chest. All exactly began at that time too.
Once later on, he tells me on MSN, oneself is still a place man, the having a try feeling that wants. I say half a one that joke, do I teach you can you be clear? He can't say, must practise, do I say " there any ones that can help to get you on purpose? " He say " to really want to help me? That makes love with me! " On the same day evening, we met, make love.
One week later, in chat, he says " I am sorry, I promised my father, can't fall in love while studying, but I like you very much, you are a very important friend in my life, shall we keep in touch forever? " I rolled off the production line and did not speak to him again on the fire at that time. He phone, come over at once, say " blame I, blame I, hate I, all I begin. It is I that embrace you voluntarily, it is I that contact you voluntarily. Hate hating me. I have asked for it " At the behest of supernatural powers, we have a chat having a chat to the sex The tense atmosphere has been relaxed. We have got back to the past again.
After the that, we will make love by two one week, meet, date, go shopping, see the film, everything is normal. What the others should have all have except of the friends of men and women's name. He is really very good too to me.
Last night, it is finished that we were affectionate, he sent me off to tell me, he may go back to South Korea to continue going to the college on the way home. I am shocked, because he said in the past that will stay here and study. But he says he wants to stay, because South Korea is very unsuitable to develop. If he enough for him to continue, study abroad in money of parents, he sure to come back reading then, if have to go back to South Korea not enough. Later we were all reticent. I have asked one sentence, is not it all right to stay? He answers " Ah, all these are too complicated " "
I see, he extraordinary hope can stay, I too 11 million piece unwilling he leaves. Though he regard girl friend of him as, regard me as tool to release the sexual desire only, he is my boyfriend early in can be in my heart. He is a foreign student's identity, and I am denization. I thought suddenly, if I was pregnant, gave birth to the baby, had a marriage no matter between us, whether his money is enough, because he is the child's father, the local government must give him an identity (local policy) If so he can stay. Need to study abroad tuition a large sum of no longer. But it is the fear deeply that he makes love from the beginning I am pregnant. Insist on taking set each time. Have several I juggle things or take set on purpose sheath on purpose, on ejaculate outside the body he, then exhorting repeatedly want me to remember taking medicine. Certainly I am without taking medicine, it can be pregnant to hope. But arrange precisely after all outside the body pregnant probability is still small.
To tell the truth, I feel I am crazy. Now I do not really know how to do.


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